Sometimes it just gets in the way and no matter how hard you try to you push it aside, it just gets in the way. That and someone from my real life finding me. THAT freaked the shit out of me and sent me into hiding.
Seriously. I did not know what to do when that happened.
I have missed blogging, I have missed Twitter. Especially all of my Tweeps who really, really got me.
I am back because I found that my head was ready to explode from filing everything and not being able to say it. That made me miserable. It took me this long to realize it.
Not that life was bad. It really wasn’t but as you know my real life has to have a filter where my real thoughts and words sometimes would get me in trouble if I let it spill out.
I can’t tell the people I work with that I think they are fucking stupid and they need to step up and stop being such lazy douchebags. Instead, I tell them that I think you can improve here, here and here. In a nice singsong voice to make them feel validated. Fuck validation…just do the damn job I pay you for.
I can’t tell Rambo that every time he opens his mouth (when I am in a mood) that I want to cut his nuts off and stuff them in his throat so he can’t talk anymore. Really, I do love the guy but after nearly 25 years, it gets hard some days! I can’t tell JC that DB, boyfriend, is still a dickhead, won’t amount to anything and should just die. Oh wait, I do tell her that. On a daily basis. I can’t tell MJ that talking about “sweaty ball sacks” in front of me is inappropriate but that is only because I am laughing too hard. He has no filter.
One thing I have done is telling my boss that he had to grow a pair. The Sassy in me just couldn’t help it. But hey…I still have a job! And I got a promotion. Who knew that saying something like that would get me a promotion?
I have done many things since July:
1. Trained for and completed a half-marathon! 13.1 body pounding, feet tortured miles!
2. Took a few vacations.
3. Got a 12 point buck second week of deer hunting.
4. Had surgery.
5. Went to New York for work and had FUN too!
6. Helped build a sauna…OMG….best thing since the vibrator. Seriously.
7. Hiked over 100 miles. Whew.
I will expound more on that stuff later….but it already feels good to be back! And to my Twitter friends, thanks for opening your arms back up and making me feel missed!